i dont know how 2 start...
but im juz trying to write what i feel since i was here..
to all my dear friends,
thankz for being my friends..
i really2 appreciate u in my life...
i really love u as the way u are..
to my dear friend,
i realize that..
i'm not a good friend to u..
i'm bad...
i dont know how to care ur feelings..
i dont know how to make u happy..
i dont know how to help u when u hve problems..
i dont know how to be a good friends...
i juz know how to hurt ur feelings...
with my actions,
with my words..
i juz know how to tell u about my probs..
i juz know how to tell u my nonsense story..
i juz know how to make a stupid joke..
n i juz know how to get ur attention..
to my dear friend akyn,
thankz a lot becoz u are willing to be my friend
since we enter dis college,
thankz a lot becoz u give me sweet memories about our friendship..
thankz a lot becoz u always with me when i need u..
i like the way u are..
to my dear friends eisya,tengku and fahima,
thankz a lot becoz u are willing to listen to me
although maybe u are already bored with me...
thankz a lot becoz u understand the way i am...
thankz a lot becoz u always with me...
thankz a lot becoz giving me ur advice..
to my dear sis kak dijah n kak kema,
thankz a lot becoz u are always cheer me up
with ur joke..
mayb u not realize it...
but really...
it helps me to recover myself..
i really respect the way u are...
to my dear friend fazli,
thankz a lot becoz u always here when i need u..
thankz a lot becoz u always treat me kindly...
thankz a lot becoz u r patient with my attitude...
thankz a lot becoz u are willing to be my bestfriend..
to my dear friends that i didn't mention above,
not becoz i dont love u..
not becoz i hate u..
not becoz i didnt appreciate u..
but..
it is to many for me to write it all..
to u all..
thankz also for being my friend..
n always be with me..
although i'm always make u feel annoying..
i hope...
u will be patient with my behaviour..
i hope..
our friendship will never end..
to all my dear friends,
i'm not strong..
i can't be alone..
i really need u all in my life...
i need ur courage.
i need ur advice..
i need ur laugh..
n i also need ur problems..
i want to share everything...
happiness and sadness..
becoz i try to be the best that i can..
and becoz u are like my family...
to all my dear friends,
i'm sorry about what i hve done to u..
i'm sorry becoz i have hurt u heart..
i'm sorry becoz i couldn't be a good friend to u..
if u are criticise me..
if u are honest about my behaviour,
i really appreciate it..
mayb i will be hurt..
but its ok..
it is better than u talk behind me...
thankz n sorry for everything...
~truly from my heart~
