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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

i dont know how 2 start...
but im juz trying to write what i feel since i was here..


to all my dear friends, 
thankz for being my friends..
i really2 appreciate u in my life...
i really love u as the way u are..

to my dear friend,
i realize that..
i'm not a good friend to u..
i'm bad...
i dont know how to care ur feelings..
i dont know how to make u happy..
i dont know how to help u when u hve problems..
i dont know how to be a good friends...

i juz know how to hurt ur feelings...
with my actions,
with my words..
i juz know how to tell u about my probs..
i juz know how to tell u my nonsense story..
i juz know how to make a stupid joke..
n i juz know how to get ur attention..

to my dear friend akyn,
thankz a lot becoz u are willing to be my friend
since we enter dis college,
thankz a lot becoz u give me sweet memories about our friendship..
thankz a lot becoz u always with me when i need u..
i like the way u are..

to my dear friends eisya,tengku and fahima,
thankz a lot becoz u are willing to listen to me 
although maybe u are already bored with me...
thankz a lot becoz u understand the way i am...
thankz a lot becoz u always with me...
thankz a lot becoz giving me ur advice..

to my dear sis kak dijah n kak kema,
thankz a lot becoz u are always cheer me up
with ur joke..
mayb u not realize it...
but really...
it helps me to recover myself..
i really respect the way u are...

to my dear friend fazli,
thankz a lot becoz u always here when i need u..
thankz a lot becoz u always treat me kindly...
thankz a lot becoz u r patient with my attitude...
thankz a lot becoz u are willing to be my bestfriend..

to my dear friends that i didn't mention above,
not becoz i dont love u..
not becoz i hate u..
not becoz i didnt appreciate u..
but..
it is to many for me to write it all..
to u all..
thankz also for being my friend..
n always be with me..
although i'm always make u feel annoying..
i hope...
u will be patient with my behaviour..
i hope..
our friendship will never end..

to all my dear friends, 
i'm not strong..
i can't be alone..
i really need u all in my life...
i need ur courage.
i need ur advice..
i need ur laugh..
n i also need ur problems..
i want to share everything...
happiness and sadness..
becoz i try to be the best that i can..
and becoz u are like my family...

to all my dear friends, 
i'm sorry about what i hve done to u..
i'm sorry becoz i have hurt u heart..
i'm sorry becoz i couldn't be a good friend to u..
 if u are criticise me..
 if u are honest about my behaviour,
i really appreciate it..
mayb i will be hurt..
but its ok..
it is better than u talk behind me...

thankz n sorry for everything...

~truly from my heart~



KBTC....class of 60....=)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

haha...cntk x banner ni??aku yg tmpah auw..keh2...ok..tipu..

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first, entri ni agk pnjg kot...so harap bersabar la ye!!

bersesuaian dgn tjuk, aku nk story r sal sambutan jubli emas KBTC....or dlm erti kate lain ulangtahun yg ke 50....tp xjgk...sbb setaw aku maktb ni start beroperasi thun 1954..xsure la...urm..tahla..actually aku un xtaw sgt psal2 jubli emas ni..org smbt,aku smbt jela...huhu...

bersempena dgn smbutan nieyh, alumni2 batch 60-an un dijemput..smbtannye agk meriah la..siap ade silat,men alt mzik tradisional,sajak,koir...tp yg plg best skali mase perarakan msk uh dowg gne moto keluaran thun 50-an ngan kete thun 20-an..xslap aku la...jename dye aku xengt la plak pe dye sbut td...

ktaorg sume warge mktb(semue ke??) berkumpul kt dwan kul 7.45..peh2 kne halau g dok beratur dpn dewan..lame gak ah berdiri kt situ..dgn pnsnye ag..ak pun jd hot ja..huhuhu. (pe dowg wat tah)ak nmpk 2bjik bas mktb msuk...dlm bas uh sume alumni2 yg aku ckp td tuh la.ak tgk sume da tua2 da...ade yg da jdk datuk,tan sri, datuk panggeran, datin...muke sume cria ja..yela kan..reunion slaps 50thun..msti la sronok kn..mai plak jaoh2..bile ngah tgk2 dowg uh, lalu ak un tbe2 tbyg...cmne la ble ak da tue nt..haha..jdk datin gak ke??or da arwah kot?keh3..

 hah..ni aktiviti ktaorg mase tgh tgu perarakan 2..sbb lame sgt,ak boring..lalu mngajak dorg ni snap!!!!hua3

    watpe 2 bang????bosan yer??hehe

   ksian aku tgk dorg nieyh..da mcm pemintak sedekah plak...pnye la lame tgu...huhu

  ni plak...ratu2 kcil yg terlibat dlm perarakan uh..comel x??gram aku tgk..huhu


 inilah kesudahan..sbb pns, ktaorg lpak kt garaj kete lecturer n snap!!cube teke tuh sape?lau xknal lg, p msk sem 1 blek la!!!!hua3..


 
hoh..hok ni..pas perarakn tuh..b4 masuk dewan...mik gmbr ni pom sbb tkejut tgk ade sowg clasmate aku pkai bju jpp!!haha


    mcm femes plop hok pkai bju jpp tuh!keh3...mcm2 pose ade..


  aku xpueh ati ngan pi ni sbb muke ak npmk sket ja...huhu..btw,piece!!


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dlm kul 9 gitu bwu la mjls dlm dwan mule...bile kt dwan, bese la..dgr ucapan..akin n hani kt sblh aku da slamt tido..ak nk tido xbley..ntah nape kali ni xngantok plak..excited kot nk dgr dowg berucap..dgr pnglaman dowg..hehe...
lpas dgr ucapan dri pengerusi, pengarah, n sowg alumni (tan sri aziz samsudin kot), ade persembahan dikir barat, deklamasi sajak n koir...acare dlm dewan ak xamik gmbr sgt..sbb aku un tgh pening2 lalat jah..(ngantok) n panas!

 
  ni plak gmbr Tan Sri Aziz Shamsudin..timbalan menteri pelajaran Malaysia skang..xsangke aku die bkas plajar IPG KKB nieyh...tp xnmpk muke ea..jap2..



                                          hah..ni la dye..muke clear pnye...ak cri kt tenet...hehe...


lepas abih sume acare...majls un bersurai...dlm kul 12 cam2 la...

    ~ The End~

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lpas bersurai, ak n membe2 yg len, bgegas blek asrama..pnas dowh..nk kipas!!!n stdy tuk test Ldes ptg td...

p/s~ test LDES td 'sng' giler kot...tahniah kt aku sbb dpt 'jwb' sume soklan dgn baik...keh3..


sekian...





ramadhan tibe jua..first day puase!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

alhamdullilah coz aku dpt smbut ramadhan tahun ni...cume kali ni aku smbt ramadhan dlm keadaan demam...

sgt2 penat n xlarat...plus kne wat exhibition plak 2....ke hulu ke hilir..angkt meja..probs..adus!mcm nk pngsn jek..nsb bek xpengsan..Allah jek taw mcm mane pntnye smlm..kt mate ni plak terbyg2 jek air ais..sdapnye...hehe

pejam celik sehari pun da berlalu..ptg uh g bazar walaupun terasa pnt 1 bdn ni..lapo punye pasal...lalu aku pun p la bazar ramadhan kt pt uh bersame2 akin,azua n sya..dgn menaiki prebet pali..hehe..ktaorg g da agk lmbt..kul 6.30 cm2..so..ble2 smpai2 jek aku tgk lauk da byk abih..gabra kot..tkut mkn mkn nsik saje jek..da la first time aku mask nasik..nsb bek la xlembik or eras..thanks t azua yg ajar aku msk nsik uh..hehe

arini aku berbuka dgn kwan2 bek kesayangan aku iaitu akin,azua,hani n sya..bestnye berbuka rmai2..terubat rndu nk blek uma..huhu..

azan berkumandang...lalu dgn serta mertanya aku n kwn2ku menghirup air sepuas ati..ahhh!!leganye..haha...alhamdullilah..namun...disebabkan aku terlalu byk mnum air+demam..nk mkn nsik un xlalu..sepinggan uh 1 penyeksaan tuk aku hbiskan...hehe..tp akhirnyabis jgk..xbek membazir..

urm..pas berbuka..aku un solat n rehat2 jep..terlintas kt pale otak aku ni nk wat asgnment ldv..tp sebaik saje aku bkk bku tuk rjukan..mate aku nieyh sbuk nk pejam..(b4 bkk buku  xngantok pun..huhu) ..lalu aku un menyimpan bku tersebut n tido!!meeting blok un xg..xsdr pe dah!!haha

stakat ni jek aku merapu arini...todless..haa..=)